Wednesday, November 11, 2009
不自在
感觉很不自在
开始讨厌facebook的存在
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叫我如何跟没教养的人打交道
说得难听一些,没家教。
我只能说,他的思维方式真的无人能敌
或是,他根本没脑,所以只好利用其它部分来进行生活
他听不懂语言看不懂文字
所以请不要试着跟他用言语或文字沟通
他会装作很懂,其实什么都搞不清
他以为他可以让一个人拥有全世界
他不是神,他给的只不过是他的一无所有
却还要装作是神
手指是最直接简洁的方式
也应该是跟他沟通的唯一管道
中指他很爱,有多少请给他多少
ooloo (_ _) ooloo
请原谅我很没教养的打了这片烂东西。
p/s : 对号入座的你,恭喜你,终于看得懂一些文字。
i know that i have loved you ... at 1:50:00 AM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
BuuuuuuuZZZZZZZZZ
my post has nth to do wif the topic. paise.
anyway, REALLY wanted to post for the project 365*2 but I HV NO TIME =/
my current schedule from mon - sat : clz - dance - work - sleep *repeat
i nid more time! at least to sit down n rest =/
surprisingly i've passed d audition for the opening dance woohoo. but tat means more time taken to practise separately from my own hiphop-breaking group =( sumore only 2 person r performing for the opening omfg so nervous.
so many thgs to do but so few time to use.
i know that i have loved you ... at 1:46:00 AM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Saturday, November 7, 2009
fffffffffffffffffffffffffff
sth seriously f*cked me up. wtf. FML
i know that i have loved you ... at 1:37:00 AM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Friday, November 6, 2009
给曾经爱过的你
既然要离开
请把一切都带走
既然要当个好人
请把坏人角色留给我
既然已经不在了
请不要让回忆的味道残留
既然要做得绝对
请告诉全世界你的绝对
要离开,很容易
留下来,却很难
i know that i have loved you ... at 2:01:00 AM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Project 365*2
#6
*picture in fren's camera*
- practised dance in Setagaya Campus today
- settled my moving stuff(?!)
- bought a new bike
- considering to take motorcycle license(!) but i m so afraid of motorcycle itself.
- slept for 3 hours for nap
- stil. tired.
i know that i have loved you ... at 1:58:00 AM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Project 365*2
#4
found tis under a fren's seat today in canteen. wonder wat it is? it's juz a small purse to keep coins =/ but none of my japanese frens dare to pick it up LOR! wtf. sumore got so many coins inside $$$$$ btw v left it bhind acting tat v nvr noticed it at laz.... lol
seriously japanese face+ pride >>>>> money
had dance lesson rite after clz today from 1 til 8. i was late so i was warming up in d locker room rite after changing (a bit too detailed huh) sigh legs stil so keras yet. i wanna pek yat ji maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
#5
juz back from work anyway. EXHAUSTED. Oyasumi.
i know that i have loved you ... at 1:25:00 AM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
其实你并没那么在乎
i know that i have loved you ... at 12:21:00 PM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Sunday, November 1, 2009
new house
Project 365*2 #2 :
so i m moving out from d current house mb next month or dec.... but hvn decided which to choose yet =/ so many to think n take count into to decide, sigh. i hate deciding stuff. Both r quite nice though, so very hard to choose even for someone who is so noooooooooot choosy eg. me =p
d one on d left :
rental per month : 59,000yen
size : 19.87m^2
distance to d nearest station : walking distance 11mins
type : コーポ (i dunno wat is tis in eng, but sth like 2-storey apartment?) 1st floor (very similar to which i m staying now)
toilet n bathroom r separated
sth i like bout tis : room is unique n nice =) totali look brand new.
sth i dislike bout tis : 1st floor =/ n small closet. hv to hang laundry stuff inside d room.
d one on d right:
rental per month : 60,000yen
size : 24m^2
distance to d nearest station : walking distance 20mins
type : *expensive* condominium/mansion (it's written on d paper like tat k) 3rd floor
toilet+bathroom tgt
sth i like bout tis : HUGE closet =D , a personal balcony, totali safe wif auto-lock system, passcode-based postbox, n again, HUGE CLOSET =)
sth i dislike bout tis : even further than wher i m staying now, located right bsid a highway which may b a bit noisy, hv to pay one more month of rental when sign contract =/
SOOOOO, which to choose larrrrr =(((((((((((((
i know that i have loved you ... at 9:02:00 PM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Saturday, October 31, 2009
秋天狂想曲
一时荒唐的台风式的狂风
一时抚心的温柔系的凉风
叶子忘我的随之摇曳起舞
把与树干的一年情感忘却
眼看着树叶投入杂草怀抱
自甘堕落成为唾人弃落叶
面对周遭的狂澜舆论指责
树干无力地自叹无能为力
随着落叶无情无意的离去
它无意识地渐渐枯萎老去
狂风依然无情肆虐着树干
凉风依然怜悯抹去它的泪
五彩缤纷的夏天莫名离去
荒凉昏沉的秋天荒唐到来
掀起的狂澜
谁阻止得了
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Project 365-II #1
秋天●秋装----我<3灰
i know that i have loved you ... at 8:38:00 PM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
不公平
朋友都问
为什么我的部落格总是蓝蓝的
为什么我的心情总是蓝蓝的
我没有特别不开心
也没有说生活中没有快乐因素
部落格对于我来说
是个发泄的地方
让我述说的地方
让我留下文字痕迹的地方
很多时候
就只是无聊没事做随意写写
有时候
想寻找一些灵感 一些感触
所以晃下晃下来到这儿
毕竟是自己的地方 比较不陌生
我真的没有心情不好
最近总在重复这句话
应该贴个标签在额头
有时候会觉得自己的文笔很滥情
好恶
我又写了一篇离题到不行的文章。如果你称这为文章。
真的就只是随意写写。
我想我Project 365可以正式宣告失败了吧?
还是继续比较好?请投票。
我好不适合当个诉说者。
还是回到自己聆听者的岗位吧。
12月应该会搬家。
把自己搞得那么忙,何必呢。
i know that i have loved you ... at 2:54:00 AM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
这是真的
雨下了一整夜
台风又要来了
心情没有不好
但也没有很好
沉沉的重重的
怪怪的麻麻的
我很想写些什么
但却只能写些短句
白话得不能再白的短句
只想用课业工作来麻痹自己
让脑袋休息,让思绪休息
真的,我心情没有不好
i know that i have loved you ... at 3:19:00 AM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
活在当下
你我都曾沉溺在过去的回忆里
该放开了,好吗?
1,2,3, 起步跑
i know that i have loved you ... at 3:18:00 AM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
文字
喜欢吴子云 也就是大家所熟悉的藤井树
他不是日本人 只不过他喜欢一部日本电影
与其说喜欢吴子云 倒不如说喜欢吴子云的文字
他的小说文字很简单 但却很容易贴近一个人的心
他的文字不多修饰 但是却形容得巧妙
我喜欢他思考的方式 再把思考化作文字
他的故事多从胡闹 - 开心 - 痛心 - 然后再出人意外地铿锵的一次感动
因为吴子云 对台湾充满梦想
因为吴子云 我的高中似乎多了那么些色彩
他的文字虽然调皮可稽 但文字的背后总是透漏着淡淡的忧伤
是我多疑了吗?
期待他的新作
i know that i have loved you ... at 12:31:00 AM
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities